Lazy Friday Night

So I have my good days, and I have my bad days, but being single is my choice, so I can not complain. I LOVE being a mother more than anything, and I love my children. The hardest part for me , is keeping a clean house, and getting dinner on the table. The older 2 have 2 soccer practices each a week and at least one game a week, Arabella has dance, so by the time we get home, it is time for homework, baths, dinner, cleaning, and all the other things that come up. So there are times I get pretty overwhelmed. This week, has been one of those weeks. I love a clean house. I am a very clean person, and sadly so...MY CHILDREN ARE NOT. They might be the dirtiest children on the planet...but tonight, I have decided I WILL NOT WORRY ABOUT IT. My kids are used to me coming home, and cleaning from top to bottom. I sometimes KNOW I need to stop, because their needs come before a clean house, but I tend to get really anxious if anything is dirty.....So I made a choice today...to go home, get the kids, and go get movies and snacks. We are going to have a movie night, and not do a single thing. I need the rest and I know they do as well...heck we have soccer games all day tomorrow, so they need all the rest they can get...BUT.... WHEN all the games are over, I am going to make my kids help me...which they NEVER do, and maybe that is one reason I get so overwhelmed, maybe if they see how hard it is to clean after them, they will stop being so messy..HAHA YEAH RIGHT....I am kind of getting excited about our little PJ party, with movies and junk food...MY KIND OF NIGHT! Gosh I love being a mom!!!!